Being a better person,

wish you knew.

You were my treasure.

My reflection.

Its nearly 5:30am, I awake at 4 to finish my homework that I lagged lastnight, and yet my mind is else where. I was told to gain life one must lose his own.. I suppose I lost my 2011. A night where I stood of one who made me who I am today. Who led me to the cross. Who changed my ways. Becoming a better person, a person I should have been in the beginning. The fact that I’m still young and have more to experience, I felt the greatest lost a young teen could experience. However without this lost I would have never found myself. I thank God every morning for another day to live for him. Now I’m not trying to be all religious , but it has motivated me more and more to become the best person I could physically and emotionally be. It all started with a push towards something I wanted to gain back.. someone I was willing to give and do anything.. thing is, I had the right motives, but had chosen someone instead God. And as time passed my willingness and giving slowly became the things that I started giving God. And I’m not saying I’m perfect because I’m honestly not. I have a history that most would consider as impure, stupid .. pathetic. I know most would judge me by my past, but I honestly feel/felt changing my ways is my second chance to be someone that i could have been 2010. Its been two years since my lost and the only thing I lost in reality was my old self. my high school career is coming to an end, I am happy and proud to say I’ve changed into a religious strong honest person that i developed through the cross , by losing someone, and losing myself. Through the cross I have found myself. I am finally living the life I wanted. and though challenges are to come , with His guidance I will live a life for Him and because of Him I can overcome anything. Have a blessed morning - Guillermo Chavez, Nemo ~